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-on hiatus (aka slowly making my exit from tumblr oops)-
(been reading gmw laya/lucaya fanfics and they are surprisingly depressing and they make me feel so sad)
1.) the feeling that this is a job. not a fun lil internet thing, but something that i feel obligated to do and check up on/update. and whenever i catch myself on here for that reason, i don’t let myself use tumblr.
2.) the content gets real repetitive real fast
3.) it’s kinda just the huge huge blogs with all the action. like i love the bloggers behind those blogs and i’d kill for the edits/gifs/whatever they can make, but i feel like i see the same people getting asks/talking to each other/being noticeable on my dash in general. this isn’t a me thing, i don’t mind not being the center of the fandom (i hate that saying but it works?), i certainly don’t mind not having too much attention, but i do mind that the not talking to each other makes only a few blogs spotlighted (see #5), even if there are some really awesome blogs and people out there. THIS ISNT ABOUT ME. this is about the fandom in general. i hate the word fandom ergh
4.) sometimes (usually rarely, but often enough) i see stuff that offends me or that i don’t agree with that i’ve had personal experience with, stuff that makes me cancel out the tab and makes me hold myself back from sending an angry ask.
5.) no one is talking. well, maybe to their tumblr best friends. but i don’t see anything new in this area. and that’s completely defeating the purpose of “the fandom.”
i lied. school and volleyball are not why i’m not on here.